SolBoon

我以为

2010-02-13T14:49:00.000-08:00

品冠-我以为

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道　

妳對他　

有那麼好妳說會懂　

我的失落　

不是靠寬容　

就能夠解脫我以為我出現的時候剛好　

妳和他　

正說要分開我以為妳　

己對他不再期待　

不縱容他　

再給妳傷害我以為我的溫柔　

能給妳整個宇宙　

我以為我能全力　

填滿妳感情的缺口專心陪在妳左右　

彌補他一切的錯　

也許我太過天真　

以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶

妳卻還笑著原諒

原來妳早就想好妳要留在誰的身旁

我以為我夠堅強　

卻一天天的失望(卻輸得那麼絕望)少給我一點希望　

希望就不是奢望

已不在妳身上我的關心　

妳依然無動於衷

我的以為　

只是我以為

驾着车，床外的烟火，一直灿烂的打在天空，一闪一闪，就像是在看场电影。

这一次。

2010-02-12T12:34:00.000-08:00

这一次，我最有风度了。。
我并没有讽刺你，没有骂你，没有责怪你更没有生气你恨你。我选择保持沉默。
因为我的心真的很痛。因为又再一次的说谎，而我却仍然相信你的解释。
会出现，其实我想和你说声“再见”
我离开了，现在你的生活会很好，你也开心，他也安心，他很爱你，很包容你，我也都放下了。
很多事我也不再多做解释了，
如果一早你能坦白告诉我，我想我真的也就不会纠缠下去，
现在你，我，他，也都知道了结果，
我选择了叫你别回答了，是我不想再踏进去。我很怕痛了。
他才是在你每次失落时陪着你的，
而我却很差劲，
所以祝你幸福。。
做回快乐的自己。。 :)
im telling her i will get out from your life.
i wont disturb u anymore.
she are the one who u really need.

goodbye,and i know she will take good care for u :)

这首歌给我最爱的

2010-02-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

罗志祥 - 我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌

如果我先哭了

怎么唱到最后

是的

感情不是K歌

音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂

拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着

就能感受你比我难过

谁写的

歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌

我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么

哭什么

明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友

我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得

这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌

如果我先哭了

怎么唱到最后

是的

感情不是K歌

音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂

拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着

就能感受你比我难过

谁写的

歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌

我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么

哭什么

明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友

我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得

这首歌唱完的是我

我不会唱歌

我努力唱完这歌

我忘了破音没有

你心里触动的

下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼

我不怕剩我一个

只要你能记得

这首歌给我最爱的 ....

suddenly i like this song!!!

明天就回去了,不到二十四小时,明天的这个时候,我是如此的遥远...会怎样,我不知道............谢谢..今天的我拥有如此美丽的一天...只有你的拥抱,才是我真正的温暖...我依然会笑就因为你在我面前微笑..如此靠进..如此的真实...多么希望时间能停留在那一刻...多两天就一个月了..新的一年却也已错过了两个重要的节日...在身边如此靠近陪伴的已不是你和我...

过年.

2010-02-09T18:29:00.000-08:00

过年过年,
每个都开心的过年,
而我.
力不从心.
多么希望我也能够开心的过.
回去十天,
哈.
多么希望我可以忘掉全部的一切,
多么希望就用这十天磨灭着所有的一切,
尽情的玩尽情的疯,
那当然也包括尽情的醉.
回来已是不一样的我.
不会在为任何事物留恋.
但,
谈何容易.
伤心难过失望绝望的痛请离开我.

单身潜逃

2010-02-09T18:21:00.000-08:00

单身潜逃(戴佩妮)

我想我真的忘了,
然而我不够坚强
我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的拷
这点我善于的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷这点我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

:(

2010-02-09T10:13:00.000-08:00

戴佩妮 - 怎样

我这里天快要黑了

那里呢

我这里天气凉凉的

那里呢

我这里一切都变了

我变的懂事了

我又开始写日记了

而那你呢

我这里天快要亮了

那里呢

我这里天气很炎热

那里呢

我这里一切都变了

我变的不哭了

我把照片也收起了

而那你呢

如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样

我们是不是还是深爱着对方

像开始时那样

握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样

我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方

像结束时那样

明知道你没有错

还硬要我原谅

我不会原谅

我怎么原谅

怎么心又开始痛了,因为我还很爱你.

谁可以告诉我，前面的路要怎样走..

2010-02-08T09:47:00.000-08:00

原来，
当一切都不如意的时候，
日子是这样过的。

夜深人静，
静悄悄的星球有点孤寂
连天上的星星都在叹息

只有孤独的唱机陪着我

何时开始，
这片蓝天不再美丽？

我要的只是简单的快乐
然而
我找了很久还是找不到。
谁可以告诉我，
前面的路要怎样走？
我已经累得很想放弃。

多少个夜晚我无法好好入睡...

空荡荡的心空荡荡的放空...

现在的我在很想你

而你

却在那里?

范逸臣 - 除此之外

Say goodnight晚安

谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚

Close your eyes,

be quiet

我明白你有自己的不安

很多来不及我不曾看见

我只遇见你的现在

不管你接受或离开

I hope to stay for a while

除此之外

要你明白

你的笑我真是喜欢看

于是我一次又一次等待

其实都还算愉快

除此之外

非常遗憾

你的心我还是打不开

And if you need somebody

我确定我会在

不会走开

So Goodbye晚安

舍不得看你觉得不自在

It’s alright,I’m fine

看起来这故事会写不完

很多差一点你没有发现

你只认识我的现在

不管你留下或走开

I’m gonna stay for a while

除此之外

我要你明白

你的笑我真是喜欢看

于是我一次又一次等待

其实都还算愉快

除此之外非常遗憾

你的心我还是打不开

And if you need somebody

我确定我会在

除此之外

我还在等待

你的心将为我敞开

But if you need somebody

你知道我会

不会走开

灰心

2010-02-07T20:10:00.000-08:00

灰心是因為。。。。我留著淚時，你沒回頭看我一眼。。。
灰心是因為。。。。我痛苦時，你沒在我身邊。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。我叫你抱我，你不抱我。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。我的感受，你已經不再乎了。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。。你竟然放手讓我走。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。。你說走就走。。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。。你一再而再的冷落我。。。。。
灰心是因為。。。。。我的辛福，已經被你給吹毀了。。。。。
肯定的是。。。。。你已經不值得我再尊重你了。

我的如果我的肯定.

2010-02-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

如果我什么都问你
代表我尊重你
如果我什么都请教你
代表我看得起你
如果我什么都叫你帮我
代表我心里还有你
如果你讲什么我都觉的你讲的有道理
代表我觉得你很聪明
如果我吃你醋
代表我爱你
相反
如果我什么都不问你
很肯定你已不受我尊重了
如果我什么都请教别人
很肯定我看不起你
如果就算很辛苦我都不叫你帮我
很肯定你在我心里已没地位
如果你讲什么我听不进耳里
很肯定我觉的你是车大炮
如果我对你没醋吃
很肯定我不爱你！！

good night!

2010-02-02T11:37:00.001-08:00

其实很想你,
其实很想回你信息,
对不起,
很想和你说声..
晚安..

若无其事

2010-01-29T19:45:00.000-08:00

如果这一切的事情，都可以当作是若无其事，那么心口上那尖锐酸楚的疼痛又是什么呢？

IKEA....

2009-09-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

camera not good!!! haha between all is small star light!!!

17th sept 2009

TOday after wake up.... gg to meet Fion to IKEA..... keke...... Eat hot dog there!!! and buy 3 star light!! very nice!!! its make my room so cosy...... :)

wht to do..... i really dunno......

Happy day... movie=night safari=supper

2009-09-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

This is my cow!! name :mumu number 2

our纪念品(fan)....haha..R: Po G:boon Y: Dinasaur B:ah piao

Night Safari Ticket and map!!

Look like us???

Po,boon,AH PIAO

pO ,bOon,DinasAur...

Po,Boon,Dinasaur

Hello!!!

MR. Zebra

Mr Zebra

4 of us

boon,ah piao,po,dinasaur

po, yr hand so....

YeAH :)

Ah piao and Po

Dinasaur and PO

ah piao(cousin)Dinasaur

Boon and ah piao Boon (cousin) Po

Dinasaur and Boon

Dinasaur

BOON

oh my god....my hair done by dinasaur!!! i cant accept it !!!!

16th Sept 2009....

Yoh!! long time nvr blog! Today someone ask me updated my blog lo..!! haha...so i think should give u some "face" !! I'M updating nOW!!!!

Finally meet up with po,dinasaur,ah piao!!!! Meet 2pm at JP... i'm sorry haha cos i'm late!!! 3.30pm reach JP!!!They waiting me at Mac!!! We went to watch movie --->BLOODS TILES..... i bought a big combo popcorn!!! cos the "cow" so cute!!! hehe ... i know i childish...Starting everyone tot this movie was scary lo... ah piao and po was sit between of me and dinasaur!! haha...jacket cover their face lo.....so funny....this movie so so only lo...haha not scary but a bit disgusting!!! anyway... at least i never fall asleep!! hehe.....

Next---

NIGHT SAFARI!!!!!

hehe....First time visit night safari!! not bad but i prefer zoo!! Zoo was better than night safari!!! haha ...watch the animal show...walk around....walk till very hot!! but lucky.... we have our mini fan..... bought from JP!!! haha that is our 纪念品......but anyway i enjoy it cos all of u!!! :) ya!! we taking alot of photo at Night SAFARI 's toilet!! haha......

Afterthat supper at bukit timah...Frog leg ..frog leg......... yUmmy!!!! hehe....ah piao first time eating!! hehe like we force her eat lo......ofcos we wont juz let u eat the plan porrigde with pepper only....haha..... after finished eating!! GLOW IN THE DARK!!!! HAHA.....me be the 白老鼠!!! glow in the dark nail polish dinasaur and ah piao buy from night safari!!! oh my god!! my finger nails like 被虐待sia......hahah...........

Last have acc po sent this two tall girl home......and i cab home back from clementi ...

PO-- Our driver!!! haha.... next time remember wear red when gg out with us!!! We are teletubbies.... :)

Dinasaur-- hey...u are the one keep bully me lo!!! haha...and today u learnt 糖子=糖果...

anyway thanks u being 最吵的那个.....if not will bored lo!! haha.... :D

Ah piao-- haha...u still very quiet lo......and i remember ur first time's frog leg!!! Remember our present when u go taiwan!! :P

Me-- I wanted to grow tall!!!!!!!!! :X

life........

2009-05-22T23:50:00.000-07:00

Life...boring+tired......

GG back to malaysia 3 day 2 night... celebrated xiao xuan's birthday at OZO..drink a lot of beer... keke.....afterthAT rush back to PC before 1.30am. juz becaucse them want to dance!! haha ... oh my god ...it's a wonderful night.

This two week off too much, mybe i slept too much ,and my friend say my face was better ...more "Fresh"..haha..and i juz anwers her -- u somethings wrong izzit....

19may2009-monday -off again.... sleep whole day till 8pm go JB to meet ah bi huhu ,and li xian....yah. actually out planning --- K song..... end up.... go AVENUE>.li xian sis work there,and her brother celebrated birthday there. so no choice and we drink some beer there...afterthat Eunice....here i come...... keke..... long time nvr saw u... and yes... u are still same..... haha...... Eunice's bf birthday ..but too bad..... when we reach there cake cut dy..... haha... Jack Daniel....yeah...i love it.. haha...was drink alot and alot....... iTs our happy hours.....

23may2009....
Today.......i'm cooking chicken soup to my lovely crew.... yummY.... haha.... was cleaning my room today cos too messy...

突然间眼前的这一袋好熟悉,原来差不多三年.....

三年前的我门,三年后的陌生人....
那十年后呢.......
或许对于你的记忆里却早已没有我这个人.......

原来是我毁了一切..

现在翻着从前,回忆着过去,真的很甜很美....

小簿子..小字条,小礼物,照片,还有(圈圈--名字13.6.06)

美得连地板上都看见了我的泪.......

心里也在想...... 也只能剩这些能陪我到老了...

如果谁把它们给毁灭.....我会跟这人拼了老命.........

突然感触很多,我想我的生活也只是一天过一天.

现在的生活是我想要的吗?

谁可以给我个答案.

我不知道你怎么可能会知道...............

或许时间能证明一切,却也证明了痛还是会停留....

两次被我伤害的痛.......

我根本没有资格再说些什么

work work work and work!!!!!

2009-05-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

SLT MGR TEAM
SUPER!

We are HAppy FamiLY

Hello~

aRRRR........

I Like this so much...

hello.... long time no updated already... yeah.. busy+ working+tired!!!

4th may--cheng ying birthday.. celebrated at sentosa..... play till 9pm afterthat dinner at outram..
5th may-- take over nazri to work m2 shift..damn tired!!

8th may- after work . Go Wu JUn home drunk....with chun xia and jia xuan...

11th may- midnight shift till morning now, gg to bugis shopping with lao shu and wan teng... oh my god... buy 3 pant,2 shirt and 1 cap... keke after that 2pm gg to SLT meet all of my team to go pasir ris.... we having an outing !!! Raining day...

erm ..actually dunno still got wht can post......too many but.... my brain now empty....

Tmr gg back to Malaysia after work!...

tired but enjoy!!

2009-05-02T10:54:00.000-07:00

few day nvr update.....

28th APRIL 2009....

Working morning shift... 7am till 4am... but 8plus i juz knock off... 9 plus reach home bom bom...and then go out again to funan... waiting ship peng and the rest of closer(alice,hanhan.vivi,xiao dong,shuling) finish closing then we walk to CHINATOWN eat supper (长城粥)....finished supper 3am plus... i gg back to my store to settle my month end report till morning 7am...juz go home.....

29th APRIL2009...

SLeep at 2pm..Mybe too tired..i sleep till no feeling..Wake up at 7pm.++.. 7sms and 10 miss call... haha...sorry... i know u all always scold me y never pick up phone call...after bom bom then go down Funan to meet ship and Jennifer....and then we walk to beside ALLson hotel's hocker eat dinner...Raymond and mR Tang was coming too... We ate alot at there and chit chat too... imagine 3 month b4 we still work together... but now... Raymond was quit MAcd, Jennifer transfer to GWC. Me transfer to SLT , Alan RC soon... now we all are separate ..only left ship still in Funan only... haha...Ship.. kesian la u.....After dinnr time already 12 am..Raymond fetch me and Ship to my store.. and i finish my month end reports till 2am plus then we walk to Fullerton hotel........ Oh yeah ,If i got alot of money.. i want to stay in that hotel for one week to relax....... haha...and then we walk to a place to sit down and chit chat till morning.. Ship told me alot about her story. and ofcourse we are sharing our story for this long night......... and thanks i really appreciate the moment we heart to heart....untill morning 6am..we wanted to go geylang eat bak kut teh...but when we reach there.. oh my god that shop is open at 11.30am...walao..where got bak kut teh so late then open de lo.... then we try to search some delicous food ...we from kallang Mrt walk till ALjunied Mrt station... haha...like walk around whole geylang already.....the end ... we eat 点心... finished breakfast around 8am... wht we gonna to eat again? yeah.. haha is durian... yummy........ the durian really so nice!!! and i think we something wrong too .. 8am eat durian... haha......and then we take train to EXPO to do nothing..till 11pm plus.. then we plan went to tampinese to wacth movie Xmen. but i scare i will fall asleep so better go home oi oi.......

so tired but we enjoyed!! And my two off day will end like this...

1st May 2009.........

I'm so tired but still need to go work!!! 3day m2 shift(2pm to 11pm)..and 2 day off then continue 3 day m2 shift again and 2 day closing shift (10.15pm to 7.15am) ..... oh my god.. i dun like work m2 shift cos time pass so slow....Labour day.. and no sales luckly not busy at all cos not enuf crew...after finished work 11pm.... gg to eat supper at CHINATOWN with xiao xia ,shumi and xiu yan......and i catch the 12.30am last bus back home.....

2th may 2009.......

2am gg to sleep...... suddenly Chun xia calling me was crying and say headache... -.-... oh my god...... she pain till so jia lat.....and i got no choice to go down her house(outram park) then bring her go hospital -->SGH see docktor.......this is the second time bring her go hospital.... i was telling her , so young but always sick alamak, and dun always so suddenly call me come and save u la....everytime at mid night treaten me... somemore no choice have to go SGH .. u so rich izzit... haha..then she was anwers me : 你以为我想要的啊........haha... afterthat send her go home...she treat me eat maggie mee.. but cook by myself..and she beside me naging me to put this put that put alot of cabbage....and finally i learn the diffrent chun xiA HE BAO DAN and xiao xin HE BAO DAN....AHHUH... Wht is xiao xin... ofcourse is me... she always call me xiao xin.... La bi xiao xin's xiao xin..kekek... anyway...take care yrself la....Reach home 6am already... oh my god.... gg to work few more hour soon.. I really not enuf sleep.......

and last..... congratulation yue jiao and zhu zhu u two pass the WSQ -FHC exam........ =)

3.45am now....... i wanna go oi oi le.......night...

..working so hard for wht...

2009-04-27T08:05:00.000-07:00

Today working in FUNAN..11am to 9pm .... its fun....and i can see all of them improve alot ...
saw Suet lin today....have chat with her a while.... she will transfer to Center point next month.....haha she will busy everyday till siao....i gonna throw $950 to the sea........ and hor pls remember not everyone are so helpful...and will be the last time i help u....suddenly feel so down.. I only feel when u need money or help juz look for me......this is wht kind of friendship.... or mybe u treat me not yr friend juz like ATM.....

so tired.........

2009-04-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

- Smooth metal candy watch by Adidas
- Stainless steel with digital display
- Digital alarm and time functions
I like its GREEN

I not enuf sleep....so tired today...wake up at 5am to work.....and having a long meeting from 3pm to 10pm.....slack at store for a while.....reach home at 12.30am.... NAzri one of my manager , today kena FINE $200 cos of cigarette... and i told he... u are lucky... I kena FINE $400 b4 too....... haha i think tonight he cant sleep,suddenly $200 gone...when Mgt meeting Cindy give all of us TExT...end up all come out the funny anwers >.<.... haha xiao xia was bought a ADIDAS watch, it same with i give chen fan's birthday present only diffrent colour....and i told her i gonna to buy the same one also but its green colour and the watchband was diffrent.... it cost $195 (metal candy)....Tmr work in Funan.... yeah~~ Funan ...here i come!!! i miss all of my funan crew alot since i transfer to SLT ... keke.... And someone say y i always 避开话题 b4 like that now also......haha.......did i? actually i dun feel like get in any relationship now k....i treasure our friendship =)..I enjoy my life now!! And dinasour... hope yr daddy everything will be fine... he will smile to u everyday k! and i caring u tooo lo... haha........ Weather so hot!!! i can't sleep... :(

2009-04-24T14:32:00.000-07:00

haha....shavell still keep this pic till now...
so suprise to saw this pic...
and we change alot rite now..
I'm old already >.<

Jac...side view better ...hhaha

why i laugh till like that...

me and shavell

....new blog new blog.... =)
Yesterday was my off day, a well spent as well.
My dear colleagues from china invited me over.
They prepared Sushi and popiah for dinner,delicious!
Also not to forget the Oolong tea them buy specially for me.Appreciate their effort.
Want to thanks them over here for taking care of me.It was a good day spent at the park with their company, and to add on the food and drink,its really nice of them.
I also got to know their thinking of working in Mcd,
"学得越多,死得越快"" funny i must say..haha..
Really treasure this bunch of friends whom i shared my ups& down with.... =)

After dinner with them..gg to meet Shavell at bedok...we long time nvr meet le...actually we both known each other 3 years already...slack at bedok with her and her friend...her friend Jac say i look like jiang cheng xi..haha izzit i'm look like he? ..and i told her b4 i look like tank also but now slim like monkey.....haha we chit chat tilll 4am juz back home......
Thanks shavell to spend 4 hours help me done this blog......
thanks yvonne seah tooo. ( u know wht i mean de).....